Self-love

I open a door in spirit, go out and the group of my cosmic companions stand with their backs to me, their eyes directed into the distance of the universe.

I will comply with your request to integrate me with them.

We are watching the earth. A blue ball that looks like it's vibrating.

She wobbles as if she wants to shake off something, strip off, want to get rid of it. Pink and black veils that detach from her and pull away from her like smoke.

It shows very pictorially the way into a new dimension, into a new frequency.

It is the burdens that are voluntarily borne by people in misunderstood "unconditional love", but are actually not desired. It is the burdens that are to be dropped in order to be able to continue healthily in the new frequency.

It shows the image of a man who, overcoming all obstacles, fights higher and higher. Material success, the needs of others, successes in work and private life, no matter what own needs are suppressed for it, appears worthless when reached the goal. With the realization that all these instinct-driven illusions manipulated from the outside are not fulfilling, are not what makes a life.

The goal of a life should be the experience, the quality of the “I am”.

Throwing away all these foreign burdens seems incredibly difficult, because man tends to define himself through character traits such as adapted, selfless, loving, striving, kind, caring, self-sattling, restrained, etc. With these often exaggerated patterns of behavior, he secures the supposedly indistible belonging in society. Usually it takes fate, which demands a rethink about burnout or illness.

The realization that self-love is required to be able to love unconditionally brings the focus and strength for one's own life path.

We know instincts such as food procurement, reproduction and shelter from the animal world and they are also intended to serve man to preserve his species. However, an intellectual ego consciousness found many new ways to define it. A balanced relationship of these drives quickly came to an end in humans:

The food drive became the victim of enjoyment, of "not being able to get enough" and, in contrast, of caste and fasting.

Security and shelter became "successful, richer and more powerful" or "I need nothing and see myself as a victim".

And the reproductive instinct was abused as a mad of sexual performance or celibate abstention.

The direction in which one's own instinctive behavior directs, whether perpetrator or victim consciousness, depends on education, society and existing life plan.

But what is hidden behind your own behavior, why you constantly want more and absolutely have to reach the top on the career ladder or don't need it at all? What suppresses the ability to enjoy life? Instead of being able to say, I don't have to be rich to be happy, I don't have to neglect my loved ones to fill an inner void.

What satisfaction does a constant change of partners bring and why do you have problems entering into relationships? And what repressed feelings does the exaggerated enjoyment of food and addictive substances throttle?

Everyone should recognize for himself where he is acting out of lack. What is your focus, what do you strive for?

As long as you try to find self-affirmation, self-worth, your satisfaction, in the outside, in the demands of others, you are not in your middle, not in your light!

Self-love means finding the cause of the behavior that blocks the path of life, because then it is recognized what life, the life plan, specifies. Own skills and needs can be shown and articulated. Nothing remains hidden in the darkness of the subconscious, where it develops enough strength unnoticed to sabotage the path of life.

Self-love gives security without having to prove it. The doubts, the ego voice, which always reminds of the hidden, dark points, is silenced by consciousness.

In most cases, the talent brought along is "educated" to the weak point in order to fulfill the life task, already in childhood, which later prevents the full potential from developing. The vigilant ego manipulates with words like "selfish, selfish and egocentric" and thus hinders the path to mastery. Only consciousness, understanding and self-love bring change and access to one's own prerequisites and feelings.

Of course, it is easier to adapt to society and cope with the problems of others than to face your own. Only when fate pushes into the victim role, the painful process of awakening begins. Now burdens that are borne for others must be dropped, otherwise one's own existence is in danger.

With regard to the energy of the New Earth, it is important to recognize this and to consciously work on the old thought structures.

The way out of the victim role and the perpetrator role is not easy. The balance, the dark point, must first be found. The honesty to recognize and accept one's own emotions and behaviors. Uncovering one's own misconduct, behind which the feelings seek to hide, usually has far-reaching consequences. Wearing these, also in the sense of all involved, is not easy, but essential for lived self-love.

The search for inappropriate belief patterns from the past leads to the origin of the belittled, derogatory voice. The realization that everyone is only responsible for their task and should not try to accept the guidelines of others than their own, brings the freedom to follow one's own path with responsibility, pride and dignity.

Self-love makes your own light shine. It is the awareness to accept one's own life task with all the consequences in all the different nuances and thus actively participate in the new earth frequency.

Then the earth no longer needs to vibrate to shed ballast.

The work on my body

I'm in a green crystal druse. Infinitely many rays of light keep my energy body in limbo. The oscillating colors in yellow, green and blue tones show that at solar plexus (3. Chakra, yellow), heart (self-love, green) and neck (5. Chakra, blue) is worked.

This targeted, point energy precisely reaches every point, every molecule, every cell and makes it glow. From the inside like glittering, reflective crystals.

It is an energy adaptation of the body and affects all energy layers, all four energy bodies. There are countless energy points that are activated and the energy fields of the entire energy body slowly make them glitter.

The energizing effect also affects the fleshy body.

Everything is made to vibrate through the rays. Inside and outside.

The rays stimulate a sealing process. Each energy piticle in each of the energy bodies gets a fine protective layer and additionally begins to shine from the inside out, to glitter. Ether bodies, emotional and mental bodies and at the end the spiritual body, one by one.

The ether body, which was previously recognizable as silvery light, becomes increasingly transparent, details and outlines disappear, as if it were merging with the fleshless body without resistance. The emotional and mental bodies, which were already much more extensive and more finely structured, take over, fix the glitter triggered by the rays. Denser places continue and everything begins to fluctuate and expand from within. In the spiritual body, apricot-colored, pearly-iridescent rays form, which extend to infinity.

Everything is adapted to the original spark. Adapted to give individuality space again, to highlight one's own light.